Archive:  October 23, 2010
I will be performing at Edgehill Village in Nashville, TN tomorrow (Saturday – which is technically today) at 11:30 am.  Please come out!  Also Audra and Bex will be hanging from the ceiling.  Because they are, to put it bluntly, queens of badassery in general.


I feel better today.  Not as frustrated or as angry.  But I AM still unsure of how to handle the situation at hand.  Mostly though, I’m just so very sleepy and I have to get up early tomorrow for a show.  So though I have promised my last entries would be brief:  this one will be far more brief than those.

What did I even do today?  Oh!  I slept until 2 p.m!  I actually woke up at 9 a.m. and hit my snooze for the next 2 hours.  But there’s that weird phenomenon of 5 minutes of sleep just hightening the dreaming process.  I don’t know how that works but I had THE most f**&ed up dreams and apparently I was into the torture or maybe I just wanted some resolve because I pressed snooze over and over and over and then finally passed out and slept for another 3 hours.  Oye.

I don’t really remember what my dreams were about but I must have been processing my anger and my fear of loosing things I was thankful for after publicly announcing my thanks because basically everyone I knew had something really messed up going on in their lives or they were dying.  No bueno.  I suppose it did show me how ingrained that fear has become in me.  I guess I need to figure out how to let that one go.

Much more tomorrow.  I promise.